Post by HiwatariGurl on Jul 2, 2004 12:57:48 GMT -5
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Have you ever had one of those dreams…where nothing makes sense…when everything you do is taken backwards and used the opposite way? You have. I know you have. Everyone has. I’ve always wondered, what it would be like if the dream world was reality, and reality the dream world. But then…when you think about it…what would the difference be- between reality and the dream world I mean. Wouldn’t they be one of the same? Reality would be a dream…and a dream, reality.
Makes no sense to you does it? Nah. Didn’t think so…
Ya’ know…maybe life is just a dream. A very long dream, in which we all are apart of. And when we die, we wake up, just to find out it never really happened. We’re a totally different person living a totally different life.
I don’t know…
Maybe I’m just crazy…or all the stress I’m going through is finally getting to me. It just…makes absolutely no sense. Why good dreams, why bad dreams? Why dreams of pleasure, and why dreams of pain?
Is a dream just what we really want to happen? Or is it what we fear….
Maybe one day…
One day I’ll ask the Fates themselves what a dream is. And what separates it from reality. Why we wake up cold and sweaty from nightmares…and why we wake up excited when we have a good dream. What the answer will be, I have no clue. And there is no possible way to tell.
But…
Until then…
There is only one thing I can do….
Live…
Weather it is a dream or not. It’s still life. And I’m going to live it to the fullest. And when that day comes…all questions will be answered. And I won’t have to wonder…
Because…
Because…
I’ll know….
Don't stop writing.. That's all I can say. 
