Post by HiwatariGurl on May 22, 2004 18:38:45 GMT -5
Disclaimer-I don't only Beyblade. But I do own this story.
A/N- I really need new members. PLEASE JOIN!!!
Summary- Kai has an older sister that he barely remembers. But what happens when she shows up again?
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Kai Journal::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
My life is different from everybody else's. I hold so much pain, and so many secrets that I can't show or tell. And it gets so hard sometimes. It's been even worse since she left. I haven't seen her in so long, I don't think I even remember exactly what she looks like.Does it really matter anymore, though? She's no family of mine if she's not even around for me. I don't know anymore, Journal. So many questions I have without answers. I wish I could just ask. But it's not that easy. Nothing is.
I have to go now, Journal. It is dinnertime.
Kai Hiwatari
I walked down the stairs and into the diningroom. Everone else had already started eating. "Hey, Kai! Where've you been? I haven't seen you all day." Rei stopped eating and looked up at me. "Been Busy." Was my only reply as I took my seat and began to eat.
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How long has it been since I've seen you, Little Brother? 6...7 years? I'm afraid to say it's all my fault. I was only trying to protect you, Little Brother. I didn't mean to hurt you. And I still watch over you, although you may not know it. I've been at your every tournament, watched your every practice, followed you through your every walk. Yet you don't know it. And I hope you never do. But sooner or later I'm going to have to meet you again. You'll need my help. You think you can handle everything alone. Well, you can't. Your going to get my help weather you want it or not. Do you remember the day we got seperated? I do. I promised you I'd never leave you. And I've kept my promise. I'm coming to you, Little Brother. But there's nothing I can do if you don't want to believe it's me, or don't trust me anymore. Don't worry little brother, I'll love you always.
Always...
Kai P.O.V-///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
I finished my dinner and went back up to my room. Something was going to happen. I could feel it. But I just couldn't figure out what. As I quietly sat on the bed I pulled out my guitar from under the bed and started to play.
'Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has anyone told you he's not breathing?
Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello...
I wrote that song this morning. It's so easy to write songs for me. All I do is put my thoughts down on a piece of paper, then sing how I feel. Those who have heard me sing think I'm very talented, and have tried to get me to out to try and get a record, but I only sing as a past time. None of the other BladeBreakers know this but Rei. And Rei only knows cause me and him share a room.
He's the one and only person I feel comfortable around. Almost like a therapist. It's weird. It's just like 'friends at first look'. We've had fun togethe, but there are times when I wish he would just go away. I think I'd rather be bugged then have no one to talk to.
That's okay though. It's late and the others sound like there all about to go to bed. I better go to bed before they come in and see me. Maybe tommorow will be a better day.
Who knows?
End Chapter
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How sucky. But that's okay. ANYWAY, tell me what you think. It'll make me happy.
A/N- I really need new members. PLEASE JOIN!!!
Summary- Kai has an older sister that he barely remembers. But what happens when she shows up again?
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Never Was Never Will Be
Kai Journal::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
My life is different from everybody else's. I hold so much pain, and so many secrets that I can't show or tell. And it gets so hard sometimes. It's been even worse since she left. I haven't seen her in so long, I don't think I even remember exactly what she looks like.Does it really matter anymore, though? She's no family of mine if she's not even around for me. I don't know anymore, Journal. So many questions I have without answers. I wish I could just ask. But it's not that easy. Nothing is.
I have to go now, Journal. It is dinnertime.
I walked down the stairs and into the diningroom. Everone else had already started eating. "Hey, Kai! Where've you been? I haven't seen you all day." Rei stopped eating and looked up at me. "Been Busy." Was my only reply as I took my seat and began to eat.
_____P.O.V***********************************
How long has it been since I've seen you, Little Brother? 6...7 years? I'm afraid to say it's all my fault. I was only trying to protect you, Little Brother. I didn't mean to hurt you. And I still watch over you, although you may not know it. I've been at your every tournament, watched your every practice, followed you through your every walk. Yet you don't know it. And I hope you never do. But sooner or later I'm going to have to meet you again. You'll need my help. You think you can handle everything alone. Well, you can't. Your going to get my help weather you want it or not. Do you remember the day we got seperated? I do. I promised you I'd never leave you. And I've kept my promise. I'm coming to you, Little Brother. But there's nothing I can do if you don't want to believe it's me, or don't trust me anymore. Don't worry little brother, I'll love you always.
Always...
Kai P.O.V-///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
I finished my dinner and went back up to my room. Something was going to happen. I could feel it. But I just couldn't figure out what. As I quietly sat on the bed I pulled out my guitar from under the bed and started to play.
'Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has anyone told you he's not breathing?
Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello...
I wrote that song this morning. It's so easy to write songs for me. All I do is put my thoughts down on a piece of paper, then sing how I feel. Those who have heard me sing think I'm very talented, and have tried to get me to out to try and get a record, but I only sing as a past time. None of the other BladeBreakers know this but Rei. And Rei only knows cause me and him share a room.
He's the one and only person I feel comfortable around. Almost like a therapist. It's weird. It's just like 'friends at first look'. We've had fun togethe, but there are times when I wish he would just go away. I think I'd rather be bugged then have no one to talk to.
That's okay though. It's late and the others sound like there all about to go to bed. I better go to bed before they come in and see me. Maybe tommorow will be a better day.
Who knows?
End Chapter
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How sucky. But that's okay. ANYWAY, tell me what you think. It'll make me happy.
but other than that it was good.
